I was about eight years old when I first watched it, and since then I’ve always wanted to partake in it. But even though opportunities did present itself along the way, I never thought I was good enough. Its really not as dramatic as I’m painting it but I’m talking about Singkil. Its my last year at UCLA and, therefore, my last opportunity to do it. And I did it! And it was nothing short of amazing. The way my heart almost exploded right before we got on stage, the excitement of NOT tripping on the sticks, the way tears rolled down my cheeks after the last pose. When we all came together on stage to sing… there is nothing quite like that feeling. We were able to perform and get our message out to the community in ROYCE HALL - where many talented artists and political figures stood. I know I never have and never will experience anything like it again. Although I do regret not doing it last year, I’m just glad I did it at all before I graduate.

UCLA, you have challenged me in ways that almost pushed me off the edge. But I’m so grateful, SO GRATEFUL, to have been part of the magic. SP, thank you for allowing me to find myself and for all the inspiration.

There’s only two weeks left for me and I’m having a lot of anxiety. I only spent TWO YEARS at this university and its not enough. I want more out of the school. But rather than fight the inevitable, I’ll just take everything I’ve learned, experienced, witnessed, and felt and carry it on with me for the rest of my life.